Certainly one of the crucial things that we should all discover is the culturally affirmed, multiphasic and elusive reality of "self-idolization" and how it plays itself out in our lives; and that we have come to know culturally as "Individualism." It is no secret that within the Christian tradition, self-idolization finds its rootedness all the way back to the narrative in Genesis 3 that details Eve's encounter with Satan.
The Individualization of Calling and Gifts
Still, the development of relatedness as a fundamental reality will proceed slowly, for as we have seen, the Western vocabulary of understanding persons is robustly individualistic. The culture has long been committed to the idea of the single, conscious self as the critical unity of society. Decartes' dictum "I think therefore I am" is emblematic."
Throughout the entire work, Gergen argues persuasively that one of the most compelling distinctives of people in Western Culture is that they live lives that are thoroughly turned in on themselves. The outlets for our growth and development in our Individualism - as a worldview are myriad. None are more compelling and pervasive than our unwitting absorption of it at the feet of our parents throughout the course of childhood and adolescence.
In the fall of 1979, just before attending Geneva College, I discussed with my father which academic degree that I intended to major in order to better facilitate my calling to ministry. His encouragement to me was to avoid the ministry because: "it doesn't pay enough money." When I countered that obedience to God with my life was more important than money, he parried with statements like: "it's nice when you are young to have those kinds of ideals. But when you get older, marry, have children and have to provide a roof over your head and food for your family, the ability to make money, in the end, is all that counts."
And then, he was quick to follow up with a well known admonition that he was well known for saying:
The number one thing in life is to look out for yourself and to, learn not to depend on anyone else! Just take care of your own needs and wants because nobody out there will ever do it for you! Don't worry about anyone else – let them take care of themselves - always take care of number one first!
I really can't blame my father too much, he was only parroting a dominant worldview that saturates every level and corner of our own culture. My interviews of prospective students and their parents, done in the past; as well as all of the advising that I've done, convinces me that I my experience was not unique. Rather, in varying degrees and intensities an "individualistic – self-idolizing" approach to life is disturbingly normative… This despite Jesus' pointed, total-life-surrendering-admonitions, given to us by Him in His Sermon on the Mount as service to Himself and to our neighbors.
The normative practice of individualization means that we imbibe inadvertently in one of the greatest evils that can be practiced in our world: "Individualization of Calling and Gifts." In epidemic proportions Christians take what God has ordained as a unique and special particularity in us, as-a-means-of-grace-for-others – and for His glory; and instead use it instead to advance our livelihoods, social status and the insatiable search for pleasure. They have transmorphed the difference between "needs" and "wants." Contravailingly, what God calls us to unswervingly is the sacrificial and loving "Communalization of Calling and Gifts." Our calling and gifts are not our own, they do not belong to us only… They have been uniquely distributed to each one of us as a means to fulfill the plan and providence of God.
It is crucial that creative and insightful dialogue be created to help arrest the thought and practice in the lives of Christian Higher Education Students. When discovered, complicity on the part of those professionals in Higher Education should be acknowledged as well. We can't expect our students to follow what we say, unless we are willing to walk before them and demonstrate it in spades by what we do. "Individualism" should be treated as one of the primary barriers between the authentic practice of one's faith and vocation, and it works powerfully among us in the following ways:
Higher Education Degrees as Means for Life-Style & Social Status:
One of the primary effects of this kind of "individualism" practiced here is the commitment to a kind of emotional security buoyed by the belief that they can do that kind of job and still be "nice" like a Christian should be… They are living the respectable life and maybe even pleasing their family members by making them proud. But in the end, this cannot be vocation, because their mentality associated with it will never permit them to "risk" it all… the kinds of risks often demanded to advance the Kingdom of God.
Os Guisnness, in his wonderful book, The Call, offers these falling comments on the subject of "Calling."
One of my favorite passages to speak from is I Peter 4:7-10:
and the gifts that I gave you to serve yourself mostly, and did not bless those to whom I providentially intended them be for… who needed them more."
The steady application of this kind of non-creative, unimaginative, reductionistic assessment of one's personal calling and gifts is what propagates the limited impact the Christian community has within the major institutions within our culture. It would seem appropriate for the Christian student, after gaining a strong sense of calling and skilled knowledge of gifts, to intentionally and confidently "target" a particular area of culture e.g. Business World, The Arts, Higher Education etc., as their vocation/profession. It's only when they do this that it becomes a "vocation" in the truest sense of the word. I am reminded of Eugene Peterson's haunting words:
"The place that God calls you to, is the place where the world's great hunger and your deep gladness meet."

